Hi all, Yesterday I noticed blonde strands on Sally’s shoulders. It was a rough day. The boys had left for school and camp. Matthew dropped them off and was on his way to work. I was home alone. Immediately after noticing I grabbed a pair of scissors and cut a lock for keeping of her beautiful snowy blonde hair. Afterwords I started to unravel. Matt and I made a pact to not cry in front of Sally. Luckily it was time for her to take a nap. So I fed her in the dark silently crying so she couldn’t see me. The color of her skin has also changed. This is a look all too familiar, but not one I ever imagine on a 10 month old, our 10 month old. It breaks my heart. Whenever I was alone yesterday I sobbed. I knew it would pass. In the long journey it’s the least of our worries. Still in the moment my breathe was paralyzed and stomach hollow. It was a day to mourn the normal milestones I had with Thomas and William. Our path with Sally will have different high’s and lows. I know we will meet them head on together as a family. After a day of Kleenex I woke up with boxing gloves!